negative minded

i'm very sad and crying in a empty tutorial class..i feel very stress but i dont know who i should share and tell to.. i'm just hiding somewhere that no one will appear and just cry.. i always fail to do everything smoothly.. i always fail to plan my time well.. i always fail to do my work done with correct answer.. i always throw my temper towards my friends when i'm moody and sad.. i feel like giving up.. i feel like going mad.. i have too much things i need to do but i really don't know where i should start from..ya, i'm negative now..i'm over tension..UBS re-do again..presentation all throw to me do..sobs.. i'm tired..really tired~ i make a very weird dream this morning..i'm in the dark and chasing by something(dont know what) and i just keep running to no-where. i can't see the directions. just like a blind people running toward a unknown place. i feel scared and wake up with sweat on my forehead.. can all these stressful days end? yesterday if u wabcam with me when i at tv room..i'm actually happy because i video call with my family and also my friends around worry me. they know i very stress with UBS and they know i have lot things to do..they always try to make me laugh when my face suddenly turn 'black'..that's why i don't stay at room because i don't talk much with my roommate and being with my course mate, i feel more happy..btw, my relationship with roomie become better d. Maybe we already used to each other. no more comments on her! and we had honestly tell each other what we unhappy with each others. =) i really must thank Li Lyn, she's the one keep encourage me join tv room gang and do assignments together. i feel much more better when do assignments together. HUH~ stop crying d..final coming d, hope i will do well in that lar..