bertaubat~

how long i didnt online?One day only right?But i feel that i never online for ages d. haha.. so 'kua cheong'..buweks~ I went to kangar with SuQin yesterdays. We board a taxi and and reach Menon Clinic at 11am. Mr Taxi aka Uncle Hua Zhong said that is the only clinic in kangar that open on Sunday. Moreover, it was just a day after election so most of the shop were closed. When we step into the Clini, oh GOSH!! so mant patients..i walked to the counter to register and ask the person in charged how long i've to wait..and she answer me around 1hour and she say i can go walk around first but come back at 12++.. so from that Clinic, we walk to the store(quite far..far than from SMK Convent walk to The Store)..after buy this and that we went to kfc for our lunch..after we ate finish, we faster walk back to the clinic and i scared that i will late. But..as we walk, Su Qin got attract to a shop..a souvenir shop,i went there before..the things that they sell really nice and special BUT..BUT..very very expensive.If not i will buy some to my beloved friends and sisters. I just look look only..and SuQin wanted to buy something for her friend and she took a long time to choose it. I didnt rush her to hurry or what..but i should right?but i did not.. that time we already late and we still stuck at that shop.. then after she done, we make our step faster and walk-fast to the clinic.. Guess what? when we there, the girl say we came too late. The doctor went for lunch and will be back at 3++..wat?? 3++..we have to wait 2hours more?what about my assignments?what about my dates with my friend to play volleyball in evening?what about my disscussion at 930pm? what about wathing superstar at 830pm? and what about SuQin's assignments and also her projects? haih..time limited, so i decide to go back. If my allergy getting bad,then i will go again the next weekend. *praying hard i will recover soon* SuQin feel guilty, she just remain quiet on the way back to college. I try my best to 'pujuk' her but she just give me a 'mian chiang'(forced) smile..haih..and then, when we go back our own room..after a while, she bring her broom and come to my clean to clean the dust..yea,my room got quite alot of dust..maybe because of that,my skin sensitive. I thought about cleaning it..but i never take my first move.haha~ When SuQin cleaning my room that time, i got help also k..it's my room so i should clean it not her..and i didnt blame her for being late to clinic..but she told me she feel guilt and let her do something for me.. i know she got lot of things to do,so i keeping halau her from my room..anyway,my room now is free from dust *smile* she's my real besties in this 'hell place'..she helps me a lot..she see me cry more than my best friend in taiping..haha..i always share with her my problems and she will always listen to me and give me advise..when i have problems with my ex and stress with my studies and assignments.. although there are times i dont listen to her advise and do what my heart want, she will not angry me..but when the problems get worst,she will scold me a little bit..haha..she is from ex hl.damn smart.and she is pts student(same with chiew bee)..although she 1 year younger than me,but her thinking mature than i am..when she give advise..walau~ really like a experienced people and a pro counsellor~ hey,i serious! no joke..

so Su Qin,thank for what u had did to me..i will write u a long 'essay' on the paper u gave me to write my biodata =)

so, that's it what happen on my Sunday..exam coming very soon..last night i stress until cant sleep..i thought want to sms my friend to decrease my stress but i dont know who i should send the message..in the end,i send it to daniel with some greeting..it has been very long time i didnt talk or see him d.erm..'miss' him abit lor..hehe.. sms sms sms half way, i sleep jor..sorry ar daniel, and thanks for making me sleep..haha.. 26days more(if i didnt count study leave)..less than 1month time,then we will face our exam. I need 4.00 badly..the community all look down at those weak in studies,dont deny it. That's the fact..maybe there are didnt think that way..this kind of thinking makes lot of students stuggle very very hard to get a excellent result. Why this happen? the problem with education system? pressure that given by parents, relative and friends? or ourselves? after final examination, all of us will leave this hell place..i wonder it will be a happy day or sad day. and we will wait for our final result and then do our application to local U for the second time. If not mistaken, University life will begin on 1st of july.haha..how will it be?i always day dream to wear those clothes and hat..and get a bouquet of flower..lol~ the last time i wear is when i graduate in Kindergarden Cheng Kong(beside SMK King Edward)..ohya,My college didnt organised any jamuan perpisahan.So LAME~! and i heard after the last paper, all of us must leave the college and bring everything back..i wonder my father's innova can fit all my things or not..haha~ Kla.i think i will try to cut down my time to online.everytime when i online i just update my blog, then see whether got friends to chat with me and see whether 'he' got online or not..wasting time hor? well..i must study for exam d..i dont want to feel regret in the end. I must work hard, i know i can. I just need to determine and strengten my thoughts..hueywen, add oil~ *final exam..im coming towards EU!!*